I hate the fact that you ignore me. I bounce up when my phone vibrates thinking that maybe, just maybe it could be you. But guess what, it never is. It just sucks cause I always thought you would also miss me. But I’m just talking to myself again, like always, about someone that I wish would feel the same way as I do. Remember me?
I was the one that stood by your side no matter what. I was the one that gave you advice and helped you when you needed help. I was the one that got you up, on your feet again, when others knocked you down. I was the one that was doing everything to keep our friendship in place. I was the one that was always there for you. It makes me sad how I don’t even exist to you anymore. It’s like all those years of friendship went away.
Cali born and raised❤
At some point you’re going to sit in your bed all night and cry about everything thats happened to you. You’re going to have a day where everything goes perfect. You’re going to have a best friend then find out they talk crap about you behind your back. You’re going to meet the most amazing person in the world, fall in love, and then get left behind and forgot about a month later. You’re going to …find someone who you share everything with, then slowly fade away from each other and eventually will never talk again. You’re going to take pictures and think, “what was I thinking?” a year later. You’re going to fall in and out of love. You’re going to read something that breaks your heart, but you can’t stop reading it over and over. You’re going to miss someone everyday and not do anything about it. You’re going to have awkward moments where you see someone and remember everything that you’ve been through together. You’re going to act like you don’t care when really, you’re heart broken. You’re going to kiss people and regret it later. You’re going to miss a lot. Don’t have regrets, don’t live in the past, don’t live in the future, live for right now. Smile. You’re young and only getting older. Don’t let anyone stop you because life. goes. on